Emptiness

When you are alone. And you don’t know who you need. What do you need. You know nothing. You feel deeply lonely. It’s scary. It’s sad. How can I trust the people? When they still do such terrible things? It’s Christmas. I want to be alone. Totally alone. I don’t need anything. Emptiness.

Wind

Waiting for the winter. “Wind is the sacred music of the leaves; wherever and whenever the wind blows, over there leaves start their holy dancing frantically!” Mehmet Murat ildan

You are the sky

“You are the sky. Everything else – it’s just the weather” Pema Chödrön

Autumn leaves

Lately I don’t have time to write. University, car (I and my fiance want to buy some), university and university… It’s very hard to have two fields of study. Seriously, believe me. I have a dog. Shnauzer – Tosia. Lovely animal. She is very smart, but spoiled. I have to go for a walk with…

Give someone a smile

Today’s day was nice. It was cold (-7 °C), but so sunny! I love the sun. Heat on my skin. Not so hot. But this weather gives a power for everyday life, it gives strength to smile. Great weather. Beautiful weather! I love this. If someone smile to us, usually we want to smile back. Or…

Loneliness

Bad weather. It’s cold, raining. I don’t like this. Everywhere is fog. Alone trees are so sad… I also get sad…

Snow everywhere

Snow, snow snow…! “Winter is coming.” George R.R. Martin Everywhere snow! In Cracow. I like this, but the temperature is above zero. And all the snow melts. So there is the mud. Grr.

But!

I’m waiting for the winter. All the time. Christmas. Gifts. I love this. This calm atmosphere. It is beautiful! Sometimes it’s too cold. But! I love the snow.

Trees

“Trees are poems that the earth writes upon the sky.” Kahlil Gibran Sometimes, I need to stay “outside“. Think. About everything. Sometimes, I need to don’t think. Be free. But sometimes, I’m so lonely. Only with myself. My thought.     

Surface of a lake

Sometimes I don’t know what should I do with my life. I think that lot of people have the same moments. The river of truth flows through the canals of delusions. How could I change my life? It’s very difficult things. Do you have moments when you want to drop everything and run away? I…